So, as I started off my Junior Year in college I decided that there were to be no relationships... no dumb guy drama. I had enough stupid guys in my life this summer. This was a year to have a clean drama free life only consumed by school, work, and friends. Well this plan might fail. I have started having feelings for someone. ughhhh... why now?! So now you ask...being a very mature adult how exactly does Lauren deal with this? The answer... keep myself super busy with school, work, roommates, gym and sleep. My excuse... I cant go out this week because I am drowning in homework and whoops I am going out of town this weekend.
I know this is awful and super immature, but honestly this just isn't the right time and he is a sweet guy but for some reason I don't trust him. ughhh. I hate this.
I hate being vulnerable. It scares the crap out of me! like seriously! I swear im going to die every time I let someone completely in and if I cant trust someone there is no way possible that I can let them in. Why can't I just find the perfect person and quit the terrible game of dating?!?!
